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Monday, September 21, 2009

Blessings

I love being a wife.
I love being a mother.
These two callings have been my dreams
forever.

Yesterday in Sacrament Meeting
I led the primary children
as they sang their hearts out
for the primary program.

There was one 11 year old girl,
who is adopted,
who shared her testimony of
being sealed to her parents
in the Hong Kong Temple.

The last thing she said before she sat down was
"I Love to See the Temple."

Then the little angels
sang "I love to see the temple,"
with all their might.

They sang.
I led.
I bawled.

"I Love to see the Temple.
I'm going there someday.
To feel the Holy Spirit
To listen and to pray.
For the temple is a House of God,
a place of love and beauty.
I'll prepare myself while I am young.
This is my sacred duty."


I used to write letters to my husband before I ever knew him,
promising him that I would be obedient, and
asking him to be obedient too.
I pledged my love to the future husband, who I knew would
allow the Lord to help mold him
into a choice man.

I remember the day
I knelt across the altar from my Sweetheart,
and we promised each other forever.
He made me a wife.

I cherish this role, and
look forward each day to spending eternity with the man
who kept himself virtuous and of good report.

I also used to write letters to my children,
before they were born,
promising them that I would live my life so that
they could come to a home filled with the gospel; with happiness.

I remember the day my Lincoln was born.
He made me a mother.
I remember his chubby little cheeks, his dimples, and all his hair.
As I held him, I felt the love the Lord had for this little boy.
I cherish my role as his mama.

"I Love To See the Temple, I'll go inside someday
I'll covenant with my Father.
I'll promise to obey.
For the temple is a holy place
where we are sealed together.
(that is where I lost it)
As a Child of God, I've learned this truth,
A Family is forever."


I remember 17 months ago, the day our,
tiny, beautiful little Henry was born.
As I held him and fed him his first bottle,
I knew the Lord loved him.
Sweet baby boy just loved to be snuggled.

And then, Valentine's Day
of this year,
when we took him to the
Winter Quarter's Temple
and he was promised a forever family,
I remember the Lord testifying to me of eternal families.
I cherish my role as his mama.

For each day, of both of our babies lives, we have sung
"I Am a Child of God."
We sing this to teach them of their divine importance.
It is the most requested song in our home.

While they are young, they still know the happiness that comes from basic doctrines like:
I Am a Child of God, and
I Love to see the Temple.

To end the program, the primary children sang a new song,
which is not yet in the
primary songbook.
"The Family is of God."

Honestly, the first 12 times
I listened to this song,
tears streamed down my face,
because I'm a big time cry baby,
but mostly because
this song comes right from the proclamation to the world.

Often, I bore my testimony to the primary children,
that the Lord would bless them with all the promises, in the proclamation,
as they kept the commandments.

They sang,

"The father's place is to preside, provide, to love and teach the gospel to his children.
The father leads in family prayer, to share, their love for Father in Heaven."

"The mother's purpose is to care, prepare, to nurture and to strengthen all her children.
She teaches children to obey, to pray, to love and serve in the family."

"God gave us families, to help us become what He wants us to be
This is how he shares his love.
For the family is of God."


As tears streamed down my face,
I felt an overwhelming love.
It was the love I felt the day I was married,
the day Lincoln was born,
and the day Henry was sealed to our family.
I knew Heavenly Father had blessed me
more than I could have ever dreamed
by allowing me to live in a home where
David takes the lead in family prayer, family scriptures, and Family Home Evening,
and where I get to teach my boys to love the Lord.

I am so grateful for the blessings I have been given.


9 comments:

David said...

Speaking for the boys in your life, it is WE who are blessed; blessed to have a perfect companion and wife, a wonderful mother and teacher. We love you! Tons Bit in the Whole World.

Anonymous said...

I think the tears are contagious. I cried when I red your blog.

Tina said...

So sweet and wonderful.

Jay and Sherrie said...

You are so amazing! Thanks for another great post.

We love you so much!

Julie B. said...

I just love reading your blog. Sorry I don't comment more but just know that you are an inspiration to me and most likely a lot of other people!

vinestreet said...

What an amazing meeting---children always have the Spirit with them. I'm glad you get to be the chorister, too!

Erika said...

I lost it when I led Baptism. There's just something that gets to me too...

K Lange said...

Hey! We are doing great and it sounds like you guys are too. Cam is studying to take the bar in Feb (cross your fingers) and I am still working full-time and taking classes for my Masters. He will hoepfully have a job soon. Little Sara is just growing so big, walking and talking. She is going to be 1 next month. I can't even believe my little person. We are still adjusting to AZ, but closing on a house in a few weeks. You're right - that will definitely make it feel more like home here. Pleeeeeease, let us know when you come down to visit. We'd love to see you guys. Maybe a BBQ at the R and M Johnsons?

ablincoln said...

Oh Brandi- I love reading your blog, you always put a smile on my face and put things in perspective. Thank you. I'm glad your primary program went well. It can get slightly crazy right before hand, but the kids sweet spirit always touched me so much during the program. It's a great calling...I miss it so much!